[i am my own worst enemy]

i was with him for the first time today
since he broke my heart.
and it was just proven
that there is nothing i can do
to get him back.

i would give it all. give anything for him.
but he doesn't want anything.
and he won't take me back until he feels it is right.
i need this boy in my life.
i need him so badly.


it hurts.