[something's broken]

i don't know what it is.

but after he truly broke my heart

i've been going through life

without really being involved.

i feel detached.

distracted.

i just don't put forth the effort anymore.

existence just happens.

i don't feel like i'm trying.

i'm just... cooperating

with life as it happens.

answer texts.

attend most of my classes.

answer when someone talks to me.

it's pathetic.

time just... goes by.

i don't feel like it's important.

i don't pay attention to the days as they pass.

what broke?

because i find that i'm happier now.

but it's like i just exist.

i'm standing still

but everything around me keeps moving.

i'm worried about myself.