miss me?
i missed all of you.
this week has been so stressful.
and yesterday
i broke down
and wholeheartedly
debated suicide.
i just feel sick of everything.
sick of school.
sick of most of the people in it.
sick of the people who pretend to be your friend.
but don't honestly care at all.
sick of trying to graduate.
sick of trying to stay caught up.
sick of dumb kids who think they're cool.
sick of watching myself fail.
sick of trying to keep my head above water.
sick of life's twists and turns.
everything's changing.
and i don't know
what to do with myself.
lastnight was a close call.
hayden called me
and got me under control.
but our conversation had me
second-guessing everything.
*deep cleansing breath*
♥ you all.
byeee.
